what the fuck is wrong with men?

Explain to me how you can have so much in common with someone, have inside jokes,  Both seriously enjoy spending time together, and still not want anything to do with that person? Explain to me WHY a man you just had sex with would ask about if you had ever thought of another man.  A... Continue Reading →

The Last 48

The last 48 hours have been nothing short of a horror fueled Hell.  My father started shaking, pacing, and begging me to make him feel better on Monday night.  I could do nothing, but go through all the years of nursing training to see that he would be alright. It all failed me. Every bit... Continue Reading →

Heartbreak and Hand Grenades

A friend.  A friend I’d known since elementary school set us up.  He lived on one side of the country, and I in the middle.  We were only supposed to be friends.  We both knew that long distance rarely if ever worked, but we were going to be just friends. Then his cousin had her... Continue Reading →

Old Maid

I’m a spinster.  An old maid.  I’m well past my years when I thought I’d be married with children.  I’ve lived on my own, and enjoyed it, and I’m now living back home with my father.  Again.     I do not lament this fact.  I am thoroughly lucky to have a father who allows... Continue Reading →

Just keep it on 4 wheels.

  I was 14.  It was summer, and my little brother had gotten a Honda Trail 70 for his birthday.  His birthday was in April, but it took about 2 months to get the 70’s model mini bike running again.     The family was outside enjoying the sun, and working in the yard.  So,... Continue Reading →

Someone Like You

  Never mind I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me I said I remember you said sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes it hurts instead. How is this a hit song?  How many times have you had a relationship turn sour and after the... Continue Reading →

Young and Stupid

Oh to be young and stupid again.  I was fourteen, I had a new friend, and through her I’d have my first taste of ‘love’.  Not “love! Love, but the little lusty love.”  My new friends name was TheWeirdOne.  Her being weird was fine.  I was weird too. We’d talk of the smell of  books,... Continue Reading →

goodbye

She’s gone.  No more breath, no more smile, that peaceful look is all that remains.  She who raised a town, she who knew no enemy, my Aunt.  There was a pony once.  This mean evil beasty that needed ‘breaking’.  Once that was done he was fun to ride, as long as the adults put you... Continue Reading →

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