AWork In Progress

I'm like the red roofed house that sits just outside the far window here at the clinic. The shutters aren't straight, the siding is hanging in odd ways, and the paint-- all the years of paint-- is stripping off in layers. It's not a bad house, it's quite lovely in it's own right, it's just... Continue Reading →

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So Here’s the Thing

I can’t live in books, or TV. To have a life,  I have to go out and live it.  I can’t breathe stuck in a house for ages at a time, with no place to go but bed.  Depression has held me down, slicked on my skin like the sheen of sweat.   How do... Continue Reading →

This Time of Nothing

I know you guys are tired of hearing of my woes and depression as per the breakup.  I wish I could be the funny girl you all met back when I started this page.  I wish I had the mentality to back up the general comedic timing that is brimming behind the anxiety and chest... Continue Reading →

Christmas

Christmas has always been about families.  My Christmases are no exception, so to be the only single left in my immediate family, to be the only single at my larger family gathering, well it has always left a sour feeling in the pit of my stomach.   I have always wanted my own kids, my... Continue Reading →

A letter to ease my mind

Dear Jack Frost,   I will miss you.  I miss you already.  I miss your smile, the laughter I’d hear time and again in the first two years of our long distance relationship.  I miss the way your accent wasn’t so much different than mine, but at the same time that northern found it’s way... Continue Reading →

Random thoughts about me

I am an introvert. I like to stay home play online, watch movies I’ve seen a million times. I like to sit alone reading a book, or three or four books in succession. I like to binge watch television series I like to sing, and I’ll flip to extroverted once in a while to go... Continue Reading →

Liars, thieves, and cheats

There are few things in the world that I dislike as much as I dislike a liar.  There I said it, and I feel.. well actually I feel exactly the same way as I did before I wrote it.  I hate liars.  I hate thieves. And honestly I’m getting where I hate most people. There... Continue Reading →

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