A quickie before bed

I should have went to bed an hour ago, maybe two.  I should have been home at least that long ago.  But I wasn't.  I was with PC.  (yes he's still going to be prince charming for the time being, Mr. Awesome may change it later.. I don't know) Today started in panic, and fear.... Continue Reading →

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The One with the Vienna Sausage

My friend Carole Blair called me up the other day and was on the edge of tears.  Now readers, don't think she was sad.  She was angry, she was fighting mad.  She had done it.  Finally.  She'd told him off.  That fucker that had broken her rib, that had damn near broken her leg.  Him.... Continue Reading →

Fat Girl Gets Fit

Weight 234.6 (I'll weigh in the morning.) Feel:  Amazing! Plan: Work, then gym. In February I weighed 275lbs  (in January before a bout of the stomach flu, I weighed 281).  I start my weight loss 'counter' at 275, and because of that. I've lost 40 lbs. 40 lbs since February.  I eat right.  I go... Continue Reading →

Don’t call it a comeback

Mood:  Anxious but hopeful weight: 234.6 I am Beautiful. I was at the gym last night, I just finished a mile on the treadmill, and after filling my metal tumbler full of water, was walking towards the weight machines.  I was doing arms, chest, and back. I have this problem of watching ahead of me.... Continue Reading →

love

She can fall in love with anyone.  No matter their scars, their pain, or their heart.  Give her words and a pen, and she'll construct a symphony, a soliloquy, a novel.  This woman's heart is ready and willing to love, it's her head that is the problem. She has been hurt, abused, battered, used, and... Continue Reading →

May the 4th be with you

May the 4th be with you. The weather is wet. My weight is unchanged from yesterday. Still weighing in at 237.8  Which is drastically down from 275. I found a photo from 2013 after the AAA had finally departed my life.  I don't know if I weighed 275 then, but I looked as if I'd... Continue Reading →

Who am I anyway?

Am I the fun girl I think I am? I'm unequivocally a geek.  I love geeky things, board games, scifi, cons, I fall haplessly in love with fictional characters.  Does this make me who I am, or is it just one aspect? I am not a hick.  I may live in the south, but that... Continue Reading →

What are you looking for?

I'll tell ya, I'm not looking for the quick hook up.  I'm not looking for the short term mating...  I want the connection.  I don't care if I ever have sex again right now, as long as i have someone to cuddle up with and watch television with.   I want a FWB without the... Continue Reading →

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