A letter to ease my mind

Dear Jack Frost,   I will miss you.  I miss you already.  I miss your smile, the laughter I’d hear time and again in the first two years of our long distance relationship.  I miss the way your accent wasn’t so much different than mine, but at the same time that northern found it’s way... Continue Reading →

Facebook, Frustration, and Phonecalls

  I had 4 hours of dental work today.  I wanted to call him as soon as I regained speaking ability.  I watched a show and it made me think of him, I wanted to call him again.  I never blocked him.  Maybe it would be easier had I done so, but I didn’t want... Continue Reading →

Heartbreak and Hand Grenades

A friend.  A friend I’d known since elementary school set us up.  He lived on one side of the country, and I in the middle.  We were only supposed to be friends.  We both knew that long distance rarely if ever worked, but we were going to be just friends. Then his cousin had her... Continue Reading →

So much more crap.

Hello Welcome to Hell. So I quit smoking thanks to Chantix. I've had a few nightmares so far. But I've also stopped smoking so its a bit of a toss up so far.  No problem and so far its been rather easy easy. I have been really depressed lately. That means I need someone to... Continue Reading →


The problem with depression is the sleep cycle.  I either want to sleep constantly, or I’m wired for sound.  The job hunt is going quite poorly. Application after application, I keep type type typing.  I’m going around for round two of paper apps to nursing homes in the area, to fill out again in hopes... Continue Reading →

Demons inside

I never had a defining bad moment to show me that I was a hideous person.  In fact when I was a child I was actually cute.  I never won a pageant but I was a very pretty kid.  I started school and was excited to meet new kids and to make friends. I loved... Continue Reading →

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