But I love you.

You are supposed to be here today. Meeting my family. Being as amazing as I thought you were. I loved you, I love you still, but you are a mere figment of my imagination. Or were you actually whom you seemed to be. A bad decision? A bad kid that entrapped you. Either way you... Continue Reading →

This time

Every other relationship I've had, well nearly, when it ended I thought, "what is so wrong with me that they couldn't love me." But this time... This time I wonder what is so wrong with me that I keep getting guys that aren't good. Look the hobbit was amazing most of the time. Are there... Continue Reading →

It’s worse.

It's so much worse to be the one that ends it. At least it is when the reason comes out of the blue and you were completely caught unaware. When one day you are lying happily on bed, with your head on their chest dreaming of a future together, and then in a few words... Continue Reading →

Back From the Grave

That's right, I'm reactivating this biznatch. What's that. You've never been here before? Oh honey, go back, catch up and sit down, because I got a story to tell. Where have I been? Oh in Hell. Literally, where I work right now, the ac died. So it's hot. There's often methane leaks (smells like hell... Continue Reading →

love

She can fall in love with anyone.  No matter their scars, their pain, or their heart.  Give her words and a pen, and she'll construct a symphony, a soliloquy, a novel.  This woman's heart is ready and willing to love, it's her head that is the problem. She has been hurt, abused, battered, used, and... Continue Reading →

About that Therapist…

Well there goes that great idea.  I was going to go see a therapist, because of ... reasons.  But alas!  I do not have 200 dollars to blow at the person who lets me do exactly what I do here, for free.  No I don't have anyone giving me 'advice' but I can hash out... Continue Reading →

The Incredible Shrinking Me.

I'm now down 33.2 lbs.  That's a bit of an accomplishment.  I've went from 3x scrubs, to 1x.  That's a bigger accomplishment.  From a size 26 to a size 20. I'm still huge.  That will change. There is no question as to why I'm still single, I was so rotund that round looked up to... Continue Reading →

The Last 48

The last 48 hours have been nothing short of a horror fueled Hell.  My father started shaking, pacing, and begging me to make him feel better on Monday night.  I could do nothing, but go through all the years of nursing training to see that he would be alright. It all failed me. Every bit... Continue Reading →

Old Maid

I’m a spinster.  An old maid.  I’m well past my years when I thought I’d be married with children.  I’ve lived on my own, and enjoyed it, and I’m now living back home with my father.  Again.     I do not lament this fact.  I am thoroughly lucky to have a father who allows... Continue Reading →

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