A quickie before bed

I should have went to bed an hour ago, maybe two.  I should have been home at least that long ago.  But I wasn't.  I was with PC.  (yes he's still going to be prince charming for the time being, Mr. Awesome may change it later.. I don't know) Today started in panic, and fear.... Continue Reading →

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No one told me.

No one told me how hard it would be to say no. I never knew anyone to fall that fast. 2 dates. The 22yo the Young Gun, took 2 dates, and he was gone forever.  Planning the future, making sure that he was not just in lust, but in love.  How does this make sense.... Continue Reading →

Don’t call it a comeback

Mood:  Anxious but hopeful weight: 234.6 I am Beautiful. I was at the gym last night, I just finished a mile on the treadmill, and after filling my metal tumbler full of water, was walking towards the weight machines.  I was doing arms, chest, and back. I have this problem of watching ahead of me.... Continue Reading →

love

She can fall in love with anyone.  No matter their scars, their pain, or their heart.  Give her words and a pen, and she'll construct a symphony, a soliloquy, a novel.  This woman's heart is ready and willing to love, it's her head that is the problem. She has been hurt, abused, battered, used, and... Continue Reading →

Who am I anyway?

Am I the fun girl I think I am? I'm unequivocally a geek.  I love geeky things, board games, scifi, cons, I fall haplessly in love with fictional characters.  Does this make me who I am, or is it just one aspect? I am not a hick.  I may live in the south, but that... Continue Reading →

Mistakes Were Made

So I joined this group for singles on Facebook, yesterday.  But before doing that I had a random guy from about 2 hours away add me to Ye Olde Book of Faces.  He wasn't bad looking, and seemed rather nice.  So I accepted his friend request, and we started to talk. Almost immediately I realized... Continue Reading →

The Incredible Shrinking Me.

I'm now down 33.2 lbs.  That's a bit of an accomplishment.  I've went from 3x scrubs, to 1x.  That's a bigger accomplishment.  From a size 26 to a size 20. I'm still huge.  That will change. There is no question as to why I'm still single, I was so rotund that round looked up to... Continue Reading →

Roses are Red.. So is Blood.

Roses are Red, Surprises are great, I can help you plan your Valentine's date-- Cortanna, at 145AM February 12 2017.   No I don't think you can, computer.  You are not a male, you are not single, and you are not my type.  I'm single, for the first time in 3 years, and the 3... Continue Reading →

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