But I love you.

You are supposed to be here today. Meeting my family. Being as amazing as I thought you were. I loved you, I love you still, but you are a mere figment of my imagination. Or were you actually whom you seemed to be. A bad decision? A bad kid that entrapped you. Either way you... Continue Reading →

Queen of Isolation

Just wondering how long do I stay single? Do I do my normal years of aloneness this time? Do I sink into a pit of self loathing. I mean I know I'm not gorgeous but I just feel like maybe I should be getting back out there sooner than that. Is there a right time?... Continue Reading →

Weight Loss Check

So I started working on myself at 300 lbs and December 31st 2019. I thought yes 2020 will be my year! Well for weightloss, that is actually working quite well. Everything else... leaves something to be desired. On Dec 31 I was roughly the shape of a potato, and had all the energy of a... Continue Reading →

It’s worse.

It's so much worse to be the one that ends it. At least it is when the reason comes out of the blue and you were completely caught unaware. When one day you are lying happily on bed, with your head on their chest dreaming of a future together, and then in a few words... Continue Reading →

The One with the Vienna Sausage

My friend Carole Blair called me up the other day and was on the edge of tears.  Now readers, don't think she was sad.  She was angry, she was fighting mad.  She had done it.  Finally.  She'd told him off.  That fucker that had broken her rib, that had damn near broken her leg.  Him.... Continue Reading →

Who am I anyway?

Am I the fun girl I think I am? I'm unequivocally a geek.  I love geeky things, board games, scifi, cons, I fall haplessly in love with fictional characters.  Does this make me who I am, or is it just one aspect? I am not a hick.  I may live in the south, but that... Continue Reading →

A Dark History

I've spoken loads about one night stands, or bad dates.  Hell I've talked about crushes and the good times, bad times, and everything in between.  The one thing I've not talked about on this blog thus far, is rape. This subject keeps being brought up in popular social media, the government, and general conversations between... Continue Reading →

This Time of Nothing

I know you guys are tired of hearing of my woes and depression as per the breakup.  I wish I could be the funny girl you all met back when I started this page.  I wish I had the mentality to back up the general comedic timing that is brimming behind the anxiety and chest... Continue Reading →

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