Not going to care.

Ok, I’m over it.  I don’t want to talk today. I don’t want to breathe today.  I just want to get through this 9 hours of work, and go to the gym.  I want to beat my body to the breaking point, and then go home to sleep, and do it again, and again and again.  I deserve the pain.  I deserve to hurt.  I don’t deserve better.

 

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