Mistakes Were Made

So I joined this group for singles on Facebook, yesterday.  But before doing that I had a random guy from about 2 hours away add me to Ye Olde Book of Faces.  He wasn't bad looking, and seemed rather nice.  So I accepted his friend request, and we started to talk. Almost immediately I realized... Continue Reading →

The Incredible Shrinking Me.

I'm now down 33.2 lbs.  That's a bit of an accomplishment.  I've went from 3x scrubs, to 1x.  That's a bigger accomplishment.  From a size 26 to a size 20. I'm still huge.  That will change. There is no question as to why I'm still single, I was so rotund that round looked up to... Continue Reading →

Feels.. All the stupid feels.

I can close my eyes and still see you.  Not your face, but your essence, the very thing that drew me to you in the first place.  I now know you feel nothing for me, but it does change the fact that I enjoy your presence.  I enjoy speaking with you at length, and I... Continue Reading →

I’m not Princess Leia

I've always been the 'girl' friend that gets told, "I am not looking for anything serious, and you are a serious kind of girl.  But when I decide to settle down, I'll call you."  Of course as we all know I'm single, therefore that obviously never happened, but oddly enough all of those guys are... Continue Reading →

I don’t dress up much anymore

It didn't happen over night.  The constant berating, the yelling, the fighting, the tearing down of my very existence.  The hurtful words, the name calling, the hair pulling, the hitting.  None of it started at once. It took months, and even years before I wised up.  It's taken far longer before I realized the ramifications... Continue Reading →

What are you looking for?

I'll tell ya, I'm not looking for the quick hook up.  I'm not looking for the short term mating...  I want the connection.  I don't care if I ever have sex again right now, as long as i have someone to cuddle up with and watch television with.   I want a FWB without the... Continue Reading →

28 and down.

In the past month and a half, to two months, I have lost 28 lbs.  Now depending on whether you are staring at gaining weight, or losing weight; whether you are 100lbs overweight, or even more, that number may not mean much to you. It didn't mean much to me. I felt pride that I've... Continue Reading →

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